Why do I feel like crap?
Draft... I might post this someday. (time to post)
1. Had a threesome. 2. Been Drunk 3. Touched a real gun. 4. Done drugs. 5. Wrote on a bathroom stall. 6. Took “naughty” pictures of myself. 7. Had sex. 8. Got into a fist fight. 9. Used Twitter 10. Listened to Lady Gaga 11. Been in a car accident. 12. Gotten suspended. 13. Gotten expelled. 14. Got a computer virus 15. Had a hand-written diary. 16. Been allergic to something 17....
Day Seven: Four turn offs
This is no order. It was kind of hard for me to think of things, so whatever popped into my mind first came first. Haha. 4. Not being a gentleman. I dislike it when we’re going out and I’m being a lady, and he’s not being a gentleman. Or when I’m trying to say something serious and he’s just goofing off. It makes me feel like a babysitter. 3. Ruining the moment by...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot
5. Mrs. Cox. I Don’t talk to her as much anymore. But she helped me help myself. I’m super appreciative to that. 4. Tiff and Jeff. They do so much for me, and soooo much more for Zak. I’m so grateful for the fact that they try so hard to be good parents to my love. I know it’s not for me, but I’m still grateful he has wonderful parents. And I’m grateful that I...
Yesterday was perfect.
Zak was perfect.
- Sneaking out at two in the morning. - Eating spaghettios at four in the morning after sneaking out. - Wearing retarded things to stand out, and making myself look ridiculous instead. - Dancing around the house belting songs with my girls. - Having mommy and daddy do everything for me. - Sticking my head out the window and yelling profanities at random people. - Teenage love. - Eating whatever I...
I turn 20. And it will be two years for me and Zak. I remember meeting him. And being really immature for fun. We egged a cow the first time we hung out. And put an egg in Drew’s mailbox. I was driving my mom’s car then, and Zak’s hair was longer than mine. It’s strange growing up. And saying goodbye to certain things.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
This is hard…. 6. Party. Wish I didn’t ruin my last summer before school got out. 5. Hurt my parents the way I did. We pretty much had no relationship for awhile. That was hard. 4. Started smoking. It’s stupid. 3. Tried to be what everybody wanted me to be in 10th grade. That was just a waste of time haha. 2. I wish I would have waited to have sex. Just sayin, my first...
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
7. Zak. 6. Finding a new job. 5. Random pondering. 4. Zak. 3. Sex… 2. My past. 1. Zak. =)
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
MY HEART IS TAKEN :D 8. Listen to what I have to say, without making fun of me. 7. Make me laugh. 6. Let me tell you my secrets. 5. Tell me your secrets. 4. Intrigue me. Be different. 3. Have intellect, dumb people are boring. 2. Be there for me. It’s simple. 1. Be Zak =D